So don't come back for me - (Not don’t come back TO to me, she says ‘for’ me) 'Cause you broke all your promises - (Your cheating, your telling me you’d love me forever) To ever fall back in your arms - (Well, I’m not. If I am anywhere to be found - (As is typical, you want to know how I’m doing, make sure I’m suffering) I learned to live half alive (I learned to live without you)Īnd now you want me one more time - (You still want me to love you, for me to want to come back.) You lost the love I loved the most - (You are now out of love for me.) 'Cause all that's waiting is regret - (I can’t hope that you will love me again) Here is my interpretation, based on my own experience and therefore not meant in any way to be 'the' interpretation, but I think it interesting that the song has meaning both ways: When you think like that, you close your eyes, and when you do that, you get burned. If the perfect guy had enough time, almost every woman in the wolrd would be dating him (as long as he could manage to hide them from each other). The problem is, most girls want what they want, and won't give anyone else a chance (because apparently, love means never comprimising those butterflies in your stomach for somebody who might actually treat you with respect and care about you). If it seems too good to be true, it probably is. Guys who get a lot of attention from a lot of women and who are really into themselves will be WAY more likely to behave like players. Here is a little fact about the situation: If you find him incredibly attractive, there is a good chance that a lot of other girls do too. I've seen one girl after another fall for exactly the type of guy who would be most likely to "make rounds" with them and cheat habitually. What does this song mean to me? Not that much, honestly. I feel like Christina must've experienced a similar relationship with a boy, and her song is my love-life biography. Like, my heart and soul could finally rest, and the only person I had to worry about pleasing, was myself. I woke up the next morning feeling better than I had all year. We finally ended all forms of communication in January, when we had the biggest and worse fight ever. When he was in town though, he'd try to get in touch with me through my friends. He left for the Air Force, and I barely heard from him for months. He kept trying to talk to me or text me or invite me to hang out and we continued fighting about our tumultuous and poisonous relationship. Turns out, he was cheating on me constantly, and we eventually broke up, but he wouldn't let me go. I knew he had a bad reputation, but I was so blinded by what I thought to be the good in him that I didn't even notice all the bad signs while we were dating. We fought all the time, and I believed it meant we cared about each other. He took everything from me, my virginity, my confidence, my individuality, and my passion. I gave him everything I had to offer, only to be laughed at and mocked in return. I felt like I was nothing without him and his "love". While I dated this boy, he made me feel insecure and desperate, he raped me emotionally, mentally, and physically. I had a very violent and passionate relationship with a boy that consumed my life for a few years. This song really resonated with me the very first time I heard it. I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed Remember how to put back the light in my eyes I know I can't take one more step towards youĭon't you know I'm not your ghost anymoreĭear, it took so long just to feel alright
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